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| 05:57pm 11/09/2004 |
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well i was bored today, and i decided i needed some change, so i made a new lj.... ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _dirty_secret_ so yall better add me! if you were already on my friends list, then your on the new one too. love yall! |
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| i bruised my chin doing the worm in theatre :( |
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| 08:33pm 09/09/2004 |
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mood:  amused music: ^^still laughing about derek
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this morning, i got up and decided to be cute and wear a skirt for once, instead of jeans and a tshirt like every other day. so i get up and put on the skirt, and the skirt actually comes a little past my knees, but theres a slit in the front of it. i thought it was fine tho. so mom drove me to school, and as i was getting out of the car she goes "dont get in trouble for dress code!" and starts laughing, because she was joking about it.
a few hours later, in third period, theatre, after sitting and talking to chris and gary [its funny cuz they talk to me like im a guy...kinda weird tho. lol] gary goes, "your skirt is soo not in dress code!" and i was like "dude! yes it is!" and he goes "no its not! theres a crack like all the way up the front!" lol
so i go on w/ my day, and then im walking back to class after lunch. im about a foot away from stepping into the class when i hear "excuse me honey, you need to come to the office w/ me. your out of dress code" YESS! I GOT IN TROUBLE! IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! lol i just had to call my mom to bring jeans newaz, so its not like nething even happend. but it was fun! i got to sit in the office!
lol i find getting in trouble fun since it doesnt happen often. ok let me rephrase that...i find getting in trouble fun since i never get caught.
well i had a good day i guess. french was lonely, maddies in tenessee. jenny, ill call you when i get out of school for details about the game!
mangy were coming to watch you dance tomorow!
oh ps-- i was talking to erica, cuz she got in trouble for dress code this mornign too, and while she was in the office, there was some girl in there in trouble for coming in fishnets nad hot pants! how the hell do you expect to get away w/ that?!
( some random pictures from the past few days ) |
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| red koolaid |
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| 10:57pm 08/09/2004 |
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mood:  sleepy
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wow, my journal has been like nothing but pictures lately. some highlights from the past few days..
*me and chris traded belts cuz he decided my white studded one was pimp.
*i did the worm for my theatre class
*me and brittnye played w/ gummy worms..look at her journal for the whole story _throw_pillow
*i got a 56 on my journalism test :)
*we watched stand and deliver for the third straight year in math
*maggie! remeber that story you were telling me about where they tried to make everyone in the world equal, so the ballerinas had to carry around weights as they danced? we read that in english! and we had to put on masks and trashbags so that we all looked the same
*parents need to learn to raise their daughters to have self esteem. im so tired or hearing girls complain about being "fat" when they are absolutely gorgeous.
i think thats about it. im so completely exhausted from dance. and i still have homework. oh lovely. |
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| 05:30pm 05/09/2004 |
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i feel like im sitting here watching him die, and theres nothing i can do. they tried to help but it didnt work.
i feel like im sitting here watching her kill herself. i try to help, but she wont listen to me.
i feel like im sitting here watching her try it again. and i did help, but im not sure shes still ok.
i feel like im sitting here watching her hurt herself, and she doesnt even know it.
i feel like im sitting here watching her ruin her future kids lives, but we cant help until she admits shes wrong.
just when things get better for a while, it all goes straight back down hill. i guess if life were as easy as they say it is, i wouldnt have these scars. |
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| 08:38pm 01/09/2004 |
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I AM NOT GOING TO REPEAT LAST YEAR. THAT WAS THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE. IF I COULD TAKE BACK ONE POINT IN MY LIFE, IT WOULD BE THAT YEAR. I AM NOT A MOM, AND I AM NOT A COUNSELOR OR A PSYCIATRIST. I AM 14. I CAN NOT HANDLE IT!! |
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| what are youre skills? |
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| 11:30pm 28/08/2004 |
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mood: calm music: mad caddies--no sex
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well today was fun i guess. lol me and maggie went on a "date". lol not seriously. but we went to eat and then we met jenny at the movies and went to see napolean dynamite.
the three of us as we walk into the movie....
jenny--so what is this movie about?
me--i dont know.
maggie--dude! i dont either! sara i thought you knew!
me--haha! no i thought you did.
lol oh well. that was the funniest freakin movie i have ever seen! were all making vote for pedro shirts next weekend.
oh and dude, who wants to go see the exorcist w/ me next weekend?! i really wanna see it!!!
lol i also wanna play tetherball.
oh and ok these ppl from my school [one of them is in my geography class, and i think her name is lee benson, idk, but her mom was my counselor for heb camp. she was the one that fed the bats and chased butterflies] newaz, that girl adn some other ppl from the bluff were sitting behind us, and they were like having detailed converstations throughout the movie, and eventually i got tired of it, so i just turned around and was like "CAN YOU PLEASE NOT HAVE CONVERSATIONS DURING THE MOVIE?!" lol i was proud of myself for saying something. maggie was scared, cuz she didnt know who they were, and it wouldve been bad if theyd gotten pissed and like tried to start something or whatever. lol oh well. tho
moms sad cuz im growing up. shes been wanting to help me w/ every little thing lately. i kinda feel bad for her. i think she feels like once her kids are gone, shes got noone, and her gets are getting closer and closer to being all grown up.
dad doesnt even get out of bed nemore. it scares me.
JENNY YOU LAUGHED AT THE FAT KIDS BEFORE I DID AND YOU WERE THE ONE WHO EVEN POINTED THEM OUT!!!!
( maggie. we have get back to technique class. im going insane without it. i spent all morning looking at pics of dancers. lol it made me cry. ) |
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| 08:06pm 27/08/2004 |
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woohoo!! new layout thanks to miss jenny!!! i <3 you pc! |
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| 05:48pm 18/08/2004 |
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mood: content music: until the day i die
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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( eron tore off my husbands nipples :[ ) |
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| 11:23pm 12/08/2004 |
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mood: cheerful music: clueless on tv
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ugh. this weekend is going to be so freaking busy. schedule--
friday-- i have to get up and go back to school shopping w/ mom and kyle, and then ill be at the studio at 3 for lyrical, and ill be there working until 8, when we stop and go to karaoke, till like 11:30, and then moms coming to get me [sorry ashton! mom wont let me spend the night, cuz she doesnt wanna come get me at 8 in the morning!! i almost cried when she told me no!]
saturday-- hair app at 9, more school shopping, i dont know if we have practice, me and ashton are going to the king-callallen game at five, and then i dont know what after that, and sometime in there, i have to finish putting my room back together, and clean the bathroom
sunday--chuch from 9:45, to 11, probly gonna have to finish cleaning, and then we have a performance at 7:15 for a church youth group.
ugh. i hate busy weekends.
moms stressing me out about this year. i already know its gonna be busy, but i guess shes worried ill get to stressed, cuz she knows i dont handle stress well.
but yeah this year, im taking all pre-ap classes, and im starting french, and then ill have three hours of dance monday-wednesday at rockstar, and i dont know what im doing w/ avant yet, and then ill probly end up w/ practice for both studios on weekends, and church, and im sure theres gonna be homework. yeah, which kinda sucks, cuz i really want this year to be fun. last year....was just terrible. if yall were there w/ me through it, you know what i mean, but i really dont want a repeat of what went on. yeah newaz, ive already told mom she has to buy me a planner, and she told me she would so i can schedule "free time" for myself. how sad is that that im 14, and i have to schedule my free time? lame.
ok well thats about it. i just felt like getting that out.
maggie im really sorry, we cant come eat w/ you, becuase i didnt get to talk to you today, so i have no idea when you eat lunch, and i dont want to just randomly show up at some school ive never been too. sorry babe! but for sure, next time im out of school, and youre not, ill come by! and of course, you get to come down to the bluff!
aww jose imed me to tell me to have a good year, which was nice of him, cuz i havent talked to him in forever!
ok all you ccisd kids better call me tomorow to tell me bout the first two days back!!
ok love yall! |
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| ...dance is a poem of which each movement is a word.... |
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| 12:44pm 12/08/2004 |
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mood:  bored music: mad caddies
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hope all you ccisd kids are having a lovely first day of school!
lol i couldnt update last night. my computer kept freezing up because it was pouring so bad.
oh well i like the rain. i stayed up for hours last night, watching it. theres a big section of my room thats just windows, so with the blinds up, you can see straight out, and its really pretty when it storms.
anywho, yesterday, me and maggie went to the mall w/ our mom. [yes, shes my mom too]. it was fun, we got alot of school shoppping done. lol we saw alot of really interesting people too. there was one old guy who kept turning around and walking in circles around this pole. lol it was funny
oh and last night, at like 9, me and kyle and mom went to target, and me and kyle were playing basketball w/ a soccer pillow, and shopping carts. lol, and then when i threw it, i accidentally hit him, so he threw it back at me, and we ended up chasing each other all through the store! lol im really suprised none of the ppl that work there said anything.
lol im bored. everyones back in school, and theres nothing to do.
oh jenny!!--do you want to come w/ me tomorow to go up to caroll to have lunch w/ maggie?? lol i told her i would try to come,and i dont want to go by myself and everybody else is in school! and if they have differnt lunch times, maybe we can go by king too!!! lol
oh and ashton, are we still having the carwash on saturday? theres a football game against callallen at five.
ok thats it, love yall! |
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| ..she will be loved... |
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| 12:30am 11/08/2004 |
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mood: sad music: ^i still feel sad from reading those dreams
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today i was going to the school for registration, and the floor was slippery inside the school cuz it was raining outside, and i got excited cuz i saw erynn and i havent seen her all summer, and i tried to run up to her and give her a hug, but as soon i stepped forward, i fell and busted my ass and slid under her legs and across the hallway! lol it was more funny than embarassing, and no one really saw, so it was cool
i was reading newsweek today, and i found this really interesting article about dreams, and it was really cool. i learned that the reason my dreams make sense, adn the reason i can remember them is becuase im an introvert [it means im quiet,shy, prefer alone time, and am a creative and very logical thinker], adn yeah i learned alot of other really really cool stuff, but i wont go through it, cuz yall probly arent as interested in it as i am. but newaz, i found this dreambank these scientists put together, and it catalogs dreams. and they have hundreds of htem from this child molestor, and they made me cry, cuz just by reading the dreams, you can tell how sad this guy is. if he werent a child molestor, i would really want to give this guy a hug
we worked on lyrical today, its pulling together really good! im really proud of all of us! im enjoying pointing my toes again
im mad we dont get schedules till monday. thats dumb. i guess its ok tho, you cant get lost in the bluff. its freaking teeny.
dude. ok i imed jake a min ago, and i dont know what his problem is but he freakin pissed me off. he was drunk and he was being an ass, and i dont know what his deal is, but ....idk it pissed me off. i wish i had saved the conv, so i couldve posted it. but yeah he was being a fukin asshole, and im mad at him.
um i think thats it for now.
oh yeah! maggie are we going shopping tomorow? call me when you wake up!
ok thast it. love yall! |
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